I am so frustrated with myself right now. I stop thinking about my weight and my issues and then I start all over again. It’s a never ending cycle. I just wish I could be as thin as I want to be so I can stop worrying about food so much so I can be skinny and happy. That is all I want to be skinny and happy. But, it is frustrating me more than ever because I have all this time I could be working out and I can’t because I had to get surgery on my ankle again. I can not wait until it heals so I can work out again! I am trying to eat less because I can’t work out and I don’t want to gain weight because of it.
HW: 145
CW: 130
First GW: 125
Second GW: 120
Third GW: 115
Final GW: 110
I’m going to make April my bitch(:
Time to try to get bikini ready.
After mid-terms I whipping my ass and going to keep on doing that so I can look hella fine in a bikini this summer!
She is perfection and beauty.
Losing weight is so hard for me!
Losing weight is so hard for me! I always fall off track! I always binge when I eat! I need to step into gear if I want to be skinny I think I am going to change my diet around today and start exercising this weekend or Monday!(: I got to stick with this!
Love the life you live. Live the life you love.
Everyday I tell myself that I will follow through with my diet and I never do. That is all changing tomorrow! I’m working my ass off all day if I got to!(:
That awesome moment when you got a small sized t-shirt and all your friends had to get a bigger size than you!(:
